Letter #6
Vanisher. May you never falter. Hi, Matthew. I'm glad you're back to the drawing board. I think a couple months ago in June, you were literally so fucking pathetic. Like, of course, heartbreak and agony has always been a part of your life. I think that she really really fucked you up bad. But oddly enough, you're pretty hands off with this new girl. I'm really happy. Well, not even happy. But you definitely learned more. I think you matured so much man. I've let go of so much insecurity it's crazy. But that's also because Caitlyn has given you so much strength and belief and trust that you have no need to be defensive anymore. I think that was such a huge part of being truthful. I know that the next paragraph I'm about to write will seem pretty odd considering I think that I said I matured, but I think it's really about that time that I need to do it. You have the ability to sleep better. The ability of time to focus on yourself and your own process
